Definition: a gloomy state of mind, esp. when habitual or prolonged; depression.

This is how I feel right now, and I'm not sure why.

Oh here's a nice thought! Friends gain the greatest rewards by making sacrifices without expecting anything in return. In other words, if you want a friend, be a friend.

Been losing my mind since I graduated. I actually think I'm getting dumber, somehow. Not only that, but my parents are treating me like an equal instead of a subordinate, which is weird. I don't know what's going on right now, to be honest. My best friend lives 815 miles away, and I'm extremely lonely. I guess that's the main reason I'm depressed. I mean, I love my mom and all, but she's not exactly the best company in the world. She's trying to get me to tell her what's wrong and I'm thinking: 'Well, Mom, I was just thinking how much you annoy me.' For those of you who don't know, I would never say that to her.

I don't know, I guess I just need a friend right now, and the only ones who would be my friends around here either annoy or scare the hell out of me. There is one kid, but he's a freshman, so there's not a lot I can do with him without distracting him from school. (and trust me, he needs all the help he can get )

Okay... Guess I got to the pointless, huh? I'll try to have something more cheerful to say next time.
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